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E N L A R G

What does ENLARG mean? A few of you might be thinking that I'm a dumbass and forgot to place the letter "E" at the end of the word "enlarg," some may also think that my caps lock and shift keys are broken so I can only write in capital letters, but for those who read on will discover the fact that I, Andrew Ryan ****, am in love with the most beautiful girl in the world, Emma Nicole ******.

Now, before I continue I'd just like to say that neither Emma or I am responsible for any jealousy that may be caused from how perfect and love filled our relationship is.

Like a Key to a Lock

Each touch, each hug, each kiss is perfect. When Emma is in my arms and her arms are around me, when Emma's hand grasps tightly with mine, and when our lips come together in love. Each moment of touch we have together connects or hearts like a key to a lock. Bringing a feeling to the both of us not meant to be described by words. A feeling so powerful that when felt by both of us, is felt as one.

It's not just our touch that is perfect. How many of you reading this can put the initials of you and your partner together without scrambling them to form a meaning which represents the action our hearts take during each wonderful moment we have together.

Yeah, the "E" is missing, but 1-800-MATTRES left the "S" off the word "mattres" too. If they can do it then so can we. Each amazing moment ENLARG's our hearts with love.

For Better or for Worse

Every relationship has its moments of happiness accompanied by its moments sadness. If you are in a relationship solely for the moments of happiness, then your relationship is surreptitiously on its way to failure. Almost anybody can say they'll be there for the one they love, but how many can back that up when it comes time to actually be there?

Emma and I have gone through several dramatic moments with each other. For privacy reasons I will not go into detail of these moments. Emma and I both know of the moments which are being spoken of and you can ask either one of us if the other has been there. Both of us will gladly answer "yes."

One Year's Love in Six Months' Time

If you didn't know how long you've been together with the one you love, how long would you say you've been together? Me and Emma have been together through so many memorable times that it seems as if we have been together for twice the amount of time we actually have. Just take a look at the rest of this section if you don't believe me.

Poughkeepsie Drive-in Theatre:
Our first date. It didn't turn out too well thanks to my direction skills. We actually missed the first movie, which is the one we wanted to see, but caught the second movie which turned out being awful. Driving home that night from the theatre was a hassle as well. Thanks again to my direction skills. I got home that night absolutely embarrassed of the whole situation expecting to never talk to or hear from Emma again, but to my surprise I happily received a text message from her the following day.
Bear Mountain Park:
Again, my wonderful driving direction skills lead us off course, but this time it might have been for the better. We arrived at Bear Mountain Park on our way to Woodbury Commons where we walked the trail through the park and through the zoo. Somewhere along the way we found a small stuffed dog which held another smaller stuffed dog. I joked around with Emma saying that I had planned to whole thing with the stuffed dog being on the trail. She ended up keeping the stuffed dog and we eventually left Bear Mountain Park and made it to Woodbury Commons. We had entered a Jewelry store there where Emma began to play around saying that we were going to get married and were buying a ring. I don't think it made me nervous but the jeweler and Emma said I seemed nervous. Woodbury Commons is also where I believe is the first time I sat with her and gave her the best advice I could.
Headless Horseman Hayride:
Another great night which started out with Emma trying to cut in line to get tickets. Patience is one of her weak points, but I love her to death. We went through the hayride as well as the three haunted houses and the corn maze. Emma seemed to have enjoyed herself that night only jumping once while they were reading the safety rules for the ride and I can't bring this moment to an end without saying I got a little lost on the way here too.
Six Flags, NJ:
Our first long trip together and I didn't get lost, but only thanks to a GPS system I had purchased a few days earlier. We didn't get a chance to go on many of the rides we wanted because the lines as Emma would say were infested with "Mondays." We did go on two rides twice and even got a chance to catch a Halloween water show. That night was the first night I've been on a roller coaster with a loop. Thanks to Emma, I was able to experience how fun they actually were. The ride home from this night was comforting as Emma had fallen asleep while holding my hand. That night I had felt a strong bond of trust form between us and I never did tell her, but as we rode that last roller coaster that night, I wanted to scream out that I loved her...
Halloween Night at Kohl's:
A rather fun night. Emma had painted my entire face black before I headed into work and then showed up herself wearing the same black face paint. I was a little nervous going into work like that, but in the end was glad that I did. The night ended up rather entertaining with the looks I received from the Kohl's truck team.
Mohonk Mountain House:
Hiking is always fun with Emma. It happens to be one of my favorite things about her. Our hiking trips are one of a kind and it's hard to put them into words. Emma brings joy to every activity we do together. I can not see me having nearly as much fun doing the same exact thing alone.
Saratoga Springs, NY:
Our first time together away from home at a hotel. I toke Emma to Saratoga Springs in an effort to make her nineteenth birthday a blast. Probably not one of the best choices during the month of January, but I did what I could. Many memorable moments from this trip including the dinner and a movie, shopping for a DVD player our hotel room didn't include, visiting art museums, surprising her with a birthday dessert at Uno's, playing pool and darts at a bar, walking the deserted walkways of Lake George and writing little messages on the beach. I'm glad I could make Emma's birthday great with this little unplanned trip.
November 10, 2006:
I always save the best moment for last. This is the happiest day of my life. The day when I, or should I say Emma suggested that I, ask her out. I wanted to way before this night but still felt that it was too early. Anyways, I went with it and asked Emma out. I will never forget the smile that was brought to her face that night when she answered "yes" to that question.

With a few of our moments explained in words, I now bring you the pictures that speak a thousand.

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As of April 18th, 2007, there are currently
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people who are aware that I, Andrew Ryan **** am in
love with the most beautiful girl in the world, Emma Nicole ******.

I love you Emma.

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